I am happy. I can't sleep right now, and I'm happier than I've been in a very, very long time.
Here's why:
For the first time in my life, I truly, truly realize that, yes, I do have a friend. And it feels SO FREAKING GREAT.
Contrary to my previous assumptions, it feels nice to finally find someone for whom, if they should die before me, I would cry and wail and scream and rage and grieve without reservation.